I finally own a PC-Engine....

[grimm]

Technically, two incomes often helps, even if expenses double, yes. But i dont want a family, i dont want children, i simply wanna work and be able to live my life the way i want to. And considering my "wants" are all very reasonable and less than most other people, its not a lot to ask. Had i had no disabilities or other issues like my illnesses, and had a normal job, id be set.

[Drakon]

*moved*

[grimm]

Edit: This post made no sense after Drakon moved his post and therefor i removed it.

[Drakon]

I want a job and to be a proud worker too.  But believe me I don't mind free handouts at all.  I never ask for money / things but I find if I'm nice enough to people eventually it happens without me asking.  I help a lot of people for free and eventually it comes back to me in great ways.  I'll still keep my job of course.  Marriage isn't necessarily needed I mean you can find a buddy who makes a great roommate.  I roommated with buddies in the past but I found buddies never had my back when I needed help as well as a good gf.  I'm doing everything in my power to get as ahead as I possibly can while bringing the people who help me along for the ride.  I work but also keep in touch with a small network of responsible adults who all are going places in life.  It always helps that I have friends who're willing to help and vice versa.  Doing everything like a lone wolf can be a huge hinderance.

People often ask me "what's your plan with life?" and I never have an answer for that.  I take what I can get and be thankful for it.  I fill my time with self education.  I have barely any certificates and I'm all self taught but people like my results which has helped me get friends who helped me go places in life.  I'm doing much better in life than I ever expected to do.  If you can network and get in with the right crowds that's worth wayyyy more than a lot of degrees and certificates.

RegalSin, if you are talking to me, im a swede living in sweden. And here you do get discriminated depending on what your disabilities are regardless of associations. Mine are discriminated against in Phase 3 as i described earlier, most people are in phase 3. its a dumping ground basically.

As for marriage, I dont even believe in marriage, I dont even want to live with a girlfriend. Nor do i wanna smooch off someone elses income when it is society's (not individual friends or family) role to show solidarity and take care of its citizens in need. I just want a job, nothing more.