Bernie, my heart goes out to you. My grandmother-in-law passed recently and it's never easy dealing with this stuff. I still haven't processed it. I just try not to think about it. Denial? Yeah, that's where I'm at. On that note...
BERNIE YOU CRAZY BASTARD
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I'm so glad you are looking forward to a bigger family
; I'd be in SHOCK and DENIAL. Ha! My twins are 14 months now and, even I, who was content with only one kid, even I have to admit that the thought of a little bernie/bernadette running around warms my cold heart.
You're still crazy, though.