Can't say I was around here during the "glory-hole" days, but I can understand people's reasoning for considering you a waste of skin, Roy. You used and betrayed people to make money in a pitifully selfish act. But, in your defense, you haven't done anything millions of a$$holes do on and off eBay everyday.
Welcome to the world we live in folks. I don't pass judgement based off of other folks feelings and claims and I don't really know you, so until you try andf screw me over personally, I have nothing against you. Doubt anything you say can ever make you welcomed here again, however. You already torched the bridge... perhaps its time to move on dude.